Forgive me not!

It’s haunting and
Daunting me ever
To resist a quick temper
Often get defeated
Hopelessly!
Quoting every possible
Excuse and getting on
With the cancer
That deeply infected
The lungs

Who should I blame?
The custom,
The tradition
The culture
The religion
The ancestors
None!
But myself

Thank you
For tolerance
Grateful to kindness
And unconditional
Acceptance and love
Bestowed upon
The most undeserving

Forgive me not!
My dear
Tolerate me not!
My love
Accept me not!
My life
From now on
Wake up and protest!
Yell at me!
Scream at me!
Otherwise seduce and
Kill me!